And yes. I’m totally and completely in love with this little girl. We all are. Maybe because she shares her popsicle with anyone who asks!








Live:
And yes. I’m totally and completely in love with this little girl. We all are. Maybe because she shares her popsicle with anyone who asks!








Live:
In no particular order, some random things that have made it onto my camera roll:

Kefir. Every night, and sometimes morning, too, I make new batch of kefir. Primarily it’s for Ryan, but the kids and I have had our share of blueberry smoothies, chock full of live cultures. It quietly grows in a mason jar on my counter, and I’m a little in awe. I did it. I didn’t kill it. It’s multiplying, in fact. Actually, would anyone like some kefir grains? I’m starting to feel like Strega Nona!

But with kefir every day, vegetables becoming our main stay (thanks to our awesome CSA!), and other efforts I make at healthy eating, a little balance becomes a necessity. Thus, dates to the Hometown Cafe. Where we order burgers and french fries and ice cream and smile all the way home.

Speaking of food, a Williams-Sonoma catalog came this week and this page jumped out at me and begged to be made.

Lemon and thyme: how can you go wrong? It’s been very hot and even more humid, and I am actually thankful for our central air. Generally I am very, very opposed to closing windows in the middle of the summer — don’t we do that all winter long?? But today, when late afternoon rolled around and I was actually happy to turn on the oven and get cooking? Awesome. This pregnant girl will take a few days of A/C. Just this once.

I’ve been “shopping the house” for Beatrice’s bedroom, since that’s what’s in the budget right now, and found a few bits to add here and there. Like this cross stitch piece that used to hang in my little girl bedroom (shared with lots of other little girl sisters!), which was done by my grandmother. All three of my kids just love looking at the colorful pictures.

A couple of buntings made from sewing scraps, a beautiful music box bought in Colonial Williamsburg, but best of all, that itty bitty teapot that I brought home from China. Beatrice loves it. “Teatop! Teatop!”, she says.

I walked out the front door to call to the boys, and when I looked down, saw this: cheerful pink geraniums. It made me smile.

So do these gigantic white clematis! I salvaged a couple of clematis from a very overgrown old perennial garden that our home’s previous owner had planted. I wasn’t sure they’d make it, but they sure did — this one, especially. Plants that manage to persevere against all odds: things that make my soul perk up and listen.

Beatrice spends many, many moments sitting in the middle of the floor with this, her favorite book, opened on her lap. Her little lap that is just big enough to hold the book — if she stretches her toes! I love it.


The End.
Tonight, for the first time since August 17, 2011, I came into my room at 10:30pm and turned on more than a nightlight. For the first time, I didn’t bother to tip-toe. And I didn’t spend 5 minutes stumbling around by the light of my phone, trying to find the pajamas I just had in my hands. For the first time in almost two years, our room is not being shared with a baby girl.
Instead, fresh sheets were put on the bed in the Yellow Room. The antique quilt I nabbed at an auction was spread and admired by a little girl. Dresser drawers were filled with little clothes, and Most Special dolls and animals were given a place of honor at fluffed pillows.
For the first time, we have a little girl’s bedroom in our house (which will continue to double as a guest room as needed!)
Two excited brothers eagerly volunteered to do the bedtime reading and prayers. They kissed her forehead and tucked her in tight. She beamed.
Know what’s funny? Her favorite color is yellow. How thrilled do you think she was to look up and all around and see golden yellow wallpaper? Thrilled.
Our little baby. Growing up.
Three years ago, I was digging out shrubs and planting any flowers my mom had extra of. I’m certainly still decades away from participating in the Garden Tour, but that’s okay. I’m just amazed that this is all growing, filling in, multiplying. I’m really thankful for the beauty God bothered to create.



Lovely colors to bring inside:

I think I’ve mentioned eggs pretty much as often as I’ve mentioned my kids, but can I just say: sometimes boosting your iron levels is a really yummy activity. Also, Maddie’s eggs taste like sunshine. Really.

And speaking of color:


Tonight, I got this giggling girl dressed into her pj’s, and she excitedly announced, “Nap!” She loves her silky-edged blanket and her favorite dolls.
She happily “skipped” into her daddy’s office to give him a kiss, laughing and jabbering the whole way.
We closed the bedroom door and snuggled in my bed to read the book she looks forward to all day, Goodnight Moon. The boys loved it, too, but somehow she finds a unique humor in every page and just laughs!
I scooped her up and cradled her in my arms. She settled right in, sucking her thumb, her big blue eyes gazing into mine as I sang a lullaby.
Eight more Mondays of you being my baby, I said. I squeezed her a bit tighter, kissed her smooth forehead and freckled nose. You’ve been the best baby girl. My little doll.
I laid her in her bed, tucked the favorite blanket under her chin just so, and made sure her doll was snug in her arms. Her eyes twinkled with happiness over each gesture.
And I prayed. Please, Lord, help me to be a good mama to a little girl, a daughter. She means the world to me.
She means the world to Him, too.
On Friday, we took a field trip — about the only kind of field trip I ever manage to pull off:
We crossed the road, walked through our neighbor’s yard, and stood at the edge adjoining a huge hayfield, where tractors were pulling super cool equipment and shaping cut, dried grass into huge bales. The kids thought it was really neat, I loved the breeze and smell of dried hay, and the farmers must have enjoyed the late afternoon pick-me-up of three cute and enthusiastic kids pointing and waving as they rolled by.
Field trip: Check.

On Saturday, I cut up a watermelon for an after dinner treat. It was a hit. And of course, watching Beatrice discover the wonderfulness of holding a huge slice of juicy sweetness in her little hands? Priceless. (Last summer she was still a crawling, nursing infant. This summer is all about discovery!)




Today, I grabbed a few pics while attempting to gather these three crazies for a “Happy Father’s Day” video. Beatrice doesn’t like being moved around like a baby, and she also is prone to totally cheese out when asked to smile. As you can see:


And this guy. He is the world to three little people. They adore him, but why wouldn’t they? He loves them all the time, as deeply and fully as he can.

“The glory of children is their father.” –Proverbs 17.6